pemilu april 9th 2009

who will be our next president in our lovely country??
i hope you who will get the 'pemilu'(i don't know the English of this word), could understand who is the best personality, career, and the actions (not only promises)to be our next leader!!
ciayoo... open your heart mind!
Jesus bless us!!

strange feeling!

Hey.. everybody..!
continue my latest posting.
do you know that i'm liking someone!
first, i'm not sure that i'll be closser with him, but after i prayed to God, after and after, God replied me, although it's not very extreme changes, but slow but sure. He's not 'cuek' again to me now, but he approach me the day by the day. I'm happy. And i'm smiling now!! hohoho..

What should i do next?

There's someone that i like.. But he's very 'cuek' (i'm not looking at my dictionary yet. Hehe..). That's why i could like him. Because he's unique. Sometimes, he's closed to me, and sometimes i felt he's so far from me. I can't guess anything about him. Because he's so difficult to guess.. I can't do anything, that you know i'm a female. And of course you know what the indonesian culture is.

What the school!!

everyday, i go to school at 5 a.m. yeah, such the ordinary day!!
i often run and run fastly to get the bus. and i effort to go to school early because i don't want to face the traffic jam.
My school is about 20 kilometres from my house. It can called far. Yeah it's mu duties for every morning.

oia.. guys, who read this blog! i want to improve my english skill, the one way is trough this writtings. Hopefully, if you find any mistake in my writtings, please remind me with your comment (trough shoutbox or talk straight with me!)

unexpected..

what's an unexpected?
unexpected moment..
unexpected feeling..
unecpected experiences..
unexpected behavior..
unexpected friends..
and many more..
if anybody know, please make a comment please!!!

i often feel that myself often spend much time for the useless things.
why?
i often think about anything that in fact it's not important to think.
the result is :
my scores in class is falling down tragically..
huhuhu...
sometimes, there is a motivation in my mind to repair my way for learn or study,
but the motivation is just stay for a while.
when i want to do it, it's losing immediately..
it's so confusing me..
i want to cry as loud as i can..
i want to shout for everyone who is bothering me,
but i can't..
i'm to weak for that, i'm not strong enough to shout for anyone..
what should i do now?

libur awal puasa

awal puasa dimana kita mulai menahan berbagai hawa-hawa yang tidak benar. sesuatu pada awalnya dibutuhkan suatu adaptasi yang membuat orang itu bisa bertahan pada kondisinya yang baru berubah.
Tapi mengapa?? mengapa gonzaga hanya memberikan libur puasa 1 hari??
huhu.. so sad..
(kurang, walaupun saia tdk puasa.. hehe)

btw ko belum ada yang melihat blog-ku yah??!